Should I go back in what I said and promise to myself, and ask him for one more and last hug?

So, we dated for 2 years, he's the love of my life, it's been 10 months that we split, we kept in touch, but he never showed me he would want to get back, he was always very gentle answering my phone and replying my txt, and I was suffering so much, I still do, but a month ago I decided that I can't take this anymore and I am done. Done txt, done calling, and I wrote him a good bye txt and said "have a good life"... until now I've been very straight in what I said, but I think or my glimmer of hope makes me think that I never really tried to get him back the right way. If I could I would love to have one more day with him, one more hug and one more look. I don't know if its a excuse to keep loving him, or if I really need this to finally say good-bye for this love. So I'd love to hear some advices, should I ask him to see him? Or keep straight in what I promised, even if still hurts and I love him so much. \PS sorry my english.